...all i want is you.

-- Friday, May 31, 2002 --

i hate this...ill definitely, literally beg someone for a layout...a nice presentable decent one.

mused dettie at 11:15 PM [+]
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this looks crappy...hate it so.. lalala..i still need a decent layout.

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mused dettie at 11:09 PM [+]
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when i said please dont ask me, i meant it! i acctually did, and it was weird. im ussually, self reserved. u know...i argue things with me, by myself...i make things out, figgure certainties on my own. alone. solitary. right. i enjoy my solitude, but i adore good comapny. id prefer being alone than have a boring, or annoying comapny. id die. ah!!!

mused dettie at 10:35 PM [+]
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rusty hands..cant type properly....

missed u guys terribly...right now? im listening to these sappy lovering song things...ah they make me feel weird...but heck..im in one of my moods... ah i posted yet again sa WAA... lalalalaa...naiinis lang ako sa sarili ko..miserable lil wuss! i am!!! i know!!!

mused dettie at 10:25 PM [+]
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woo~~! ...tagal na walang entry? ok, im ok, everything's ok! im off waa. not permanently, ill be back, as ive promised dad, keeper, reg, nyawie, and lancey. i will. i visit once in a while, pero kasi im bc. i need to straighten things out, lalo na school switch, saka finals... di na din ako nakakablog as much...kasi nga... well, mejo loaded ako. i miss u guys terribly...u guys know who u guys are....^^

if the people, the other bunch... thinks of me skipping WAA for now means im waiting on u guys to cool off. no. im waiting for ME to cool off, and settle things down. i want to get organized once in my life. sides, im gonna get a job, and heck, ur not worth worrying ABOUT anyway! so scram. screw u all for all i care... dont think u scare me. u annoy me. u dont one bit give me a shiver. u dont mean a jot to me. u dont matter. as for now, all that we care about is WAA, and not u, nor ur popularity hunts, and ur squirmish attitudes. i dont care. i have issues, i know... u think im hateful? i dont care. hate me all u like. ur opinions doesnt matter. die. death to all of u.

mused dettie at 4:37 PM [+]
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another monday. haay...oh btw, mikz, i talked to him kanina...lol wha..he said hed be back lol..well he said brb...i doubt it tho... anyway...save my self i guess... the song the song!!!!...lalalalaa... oh, the ipis issue... i want it to be over and done with...gawd...she just wont let it end....gee....she just loves the attention i guess... maybe id leave the room na...too much isues ggoin on...she is startin to get to me...u know what's worse? she keeps on blaming somebody else!! by and by a new name pops up... she now blames romie...which had nothing to do with it....then b4 she blamed tisha....then me,, .. well sort of me... i dont really care....i feel sick... aaargh!!!

mused dettie at 9:24 PM [+]
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haaay....ahahahaha i talked to him kanina...lol.so funny....lol...ahahha and im not done my science thingie...and itll take forever. ah hell..im screwed... kakasal na nga pala si ate lek and panget :p happy!!!

mused dettie at 4:59 PM [+]
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mused dettie at 4:28 PM [+]
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100 girly secrets?...

mused dettie at 4:27 PM [+]
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???

mused dettie at 4:23 PM [+]
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off to sleep. ja.

psh. i just realized this past entry is one personal shit thing. ah hell.

ill dream of something pleasant. i cant stand too much of this. id go insane and ill be totally nice, which would suck as hell...

mused dettie at 1:18 AM [+]
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i did a long post...haay...ok ill just go sleep na daw..pag nakita ko dito ng tatay ko..kakatayin na nmn ako nun...i forgot ...im grounded again....oh and btw..i feel sickkkky....aahh nooo!!!..oh were gonna go out tomorrow. and i hafta do my science chart thingie....ah hell..its gonna be so hard.... well well, im tryin to read this book? well not really... i am lookin for it..its the sequel to the little women...its really cool..:p lol... oh the song...im listenin to save yourself again....lol ok so fine...im obssessingh over it again...

i always get reminded of bee.. i saw something that reminded me of him. i saw... this bee outside...in the window...its just.... its... just... sitting there... its not stuck...what so ever... it was just there....parang tinitingnan ako...considering its nite...at may bubuyog pa sa labas ng bintana...hovering there....hindi umaalis...parang inuusyoso kung ano ginagawa ko...lol..i remembered something he told me...and missing him so much...i was at the verge of tears again... he has a way of making me cry without even trying. this is the 6th time he made me cry. in a span of less than 2 months.i havent had a word from him...in... 1 month... 2 weeks... and 3 days... i am ok. i miss him, but im ok. i wanna let go... not necessaruly stop loving him... just let go. kasi, nasasaktan lang ako...i hate this. i never hurt myself this much before... and i feel stupid. the simplest things, and i talk about him. like kanina...kausap ko sina aira...then...something came up. then there was the bee, in the window!!! and i was talking personal stuff. i felt really dumb, and stupid. bee's never online na... and deacz is prolly wondrin kung kami pa. pano ko nmn nasabi? well he keeps on asking kung kami pa. its no big deal. pero minsan, parang nag ddoubt na din ako kung kami pa nga. pano kaya kung ako na lng ang nag hhope... pano kaya kung he let go of me na?... haay...ill sleep...and maybe, drown my head with nice good dreams.

mused dettie at 1:02 AM [+]
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hAY I MISS PEOPLE..WHERE THE HELL ARE GELA AND THE REST OF SPRAY SQUAD? NAWAWALA SILA LAHAT? AAAH NAKOOOOOO lol aaron did the longest post in all of waa history...forums that is...anyway...wala na kong maisip...i miss him sooo much..i wanna cry...see the song? its a cool song...ill be off soon...im tired and sleepy...oh hey...for the english assessment test thing...i dont think i did well..it was damn easy but my mind was flying off to the chocolate bar...oh my mom got some ice cream today...i guess she pities me na...i looke strange btw... lol..paler? ewan...i feel fine tho..i think im skinnier...bleeh... oh btw, the pest did this gb tag thingie..on norky's site...she is sooo over with her self.. omg..she is way out of her own league... she doesnt even watch what she says prolly...gee...

mused dettie at 12:48 AM [+]
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turn out the light... just say good night, to ur self... may i remind u, when u find u... ur all alone's when, u. u've got to be strong... cause that's when they call u, in the night... he's got ur picture, in his mind... he's got ur number, on a paper... at his disposal, anytime... is it really true? could u save yourself, for someone who, loves u for u? so many times, we just give it away... to somone who... to someone who, u met in a bar, the back of a car... and for a moment, you felt important... but not in ur heart... cause my self esteem, it's been low... go ahead and count, it's been lower than low... i know the feeling, of it stealing, life out from under me... cause i wannna learn, how u save yourself, for someone who, who'd love u for u... so many times we just give it away... to someone who, couldn't even remember ur name... can u save yourself? for someone who loves u for u, who loves me for me... give it away to someone who, someone who, would cherish your name....cherish your name

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kanina nga pala pinaguusapan lng namin si mikzkie doo...wonder hhow he's doin'? oh..wish me luck na lng sa assessment test... hmmm...i need a decent layout. oh, i decided...i really wont sutdy...my mom will kill me if i fail... kaso wala din nmn ppunta ng honor roll luncheon...di bale na... i mis bee. haaay still not a word...i sure wish he'd call sometime...call me weak..pero siguro kung hindi ko pa makausap by june 1st...ill let go na. doesnt mean i dont love him anymore... ayoko lang na nasasaktan ako ng ganito. its campin up my style... haaay.... ok...kelangan ko nga palang kumain..i had coffee for breakfast... chicken soup forlunch...and just ypogurt kanina...i need to eat or ill die tomorrow. about the ipis....well... i didnt see the thing on gela's other GB, im too lazy...ill take a look see tomorrow. anyway, again, as sabs said, balimbing talaga...ay nako...so she's resigned daw..so what the hell is her point anyway? basta... once an ipis, always an ipis. LAGROSA motto. lab is pen, pen is lab. its not a plague, its a blessing.

mused dettie at 11:15 PM [+]
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haaii... assessment test tomorrow. i have no plans of studying what so ever.

mused dettie at 10:36 PM [+]
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freaking pests!!!!
hah!! pesticide princess is on her way!!!
once a peste...always a peste.

u know what the hell is worse than an ipis? an ipis who turns her back at her fellow ipis... siguro nakita na hindi nag wwork yung popularity raise nila. na upgrade nga popularity nila, negative nmn. she is such an idiot!!!!!! she is so a pest... what ever the hell she says, once a pest, always a pest. nyeta...`nuff said. either way...shucks...tama na nga...aniwei...fly me to the moon.

mused dettie at 7:26 AM [+]
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oh, wala talaga ko magawa..kaya eto pang isa...ipis murderer...lol...:p
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mused dettie at 9:50 PM [+]
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hmmm... page2 of me is up...shouts...well ill work on it tomorrow. sides..im too lazy to do it now...however easy it is...blaah...well i got to talk to ate anne i missed her terribly... ah heck..yesterday...was way too windy...it was like howling at me...and ow..may 22nd, snow everywhere!! how messed up the weather is!!

mused dettie at 8:57 PM [+]
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hahaha...notice, i had a noon time entry. how weird? well i was lazy, and didnt feel like going to school, cause, well theres snow again. so there! i decided id make a couple new pages... for my friggin site thingie...but, i came up with the smaller version of ako pg 1. bleeh..id do shouts next time...then id do the other linxx... ah heck...still down to earth...lol...right...as if?...lol

mused dettie at 3:27 PM [+]
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I'm completely down-to-earth! Find your soul type

how unreal...lol..this is really freaky...am i? i have no clue. i guess i should ask the people...ah heck...no one cares...somethin's wrong with me...and i think its not good. This is so, well, ah! its weird! somethings wrong with me and this thing cant be good. why?
EXACTLY!!!
its doesnt make sense.

there's an evil-doer one... that's more like it...but heck..n/m. i have to do a new ako page...and all the crap...boo!

mused dettie at 12:44 PM [+]
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i tried to email him...thrice, ah well... HAPPY BIRTHDAY NA LANG SAYO!!! i did remember, sorry if i didnt get to greet u, my bad. anyway, first love mode...lol...ahahahaa... we had a half day, so all's fine... i slept, and got up, im grounded...i cant stay online as i used to, im on deep grounge...why? i yelled back at my dad...cmon...u just gotta hate him...anyway, i am waiting for something...i just dont know what...ahahahaa....!!!

FIRST LOVE!!!

ok, kahit na double grounded na uli ako, i feel happy... im not sad...i am missing a whole bunch of people terribly... pero i am coping, way better than i expected. i guess i am inlove....again? lol so first love doesn't fit me, still, i love the song... sides, fly me to the moon in alternate to it, twas great fun for me. im banned sa pc. how awful huh? well, takas takas...kaso my dad caught on.....and he took my modem. well, ill get a summer job, and get my own crap for next year. and ill prolly move to the basement. atleast its so much roomy-er than my room now, and i8ll get privacy with my pc. fly me to the moon..and let me play among the stars...wont u let me see what spring is like on jupiter and mars...lol...lalalalalalaa

mused dettie at 9:48 PM [+]
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I feel so bad. I feel terrible. I'll be really good na. Really really good. Pero I was mean, and didnt even remember. U_U how mean.

mused dettie at 11:42 PM [+]
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i feel bad. its his bday. and i forgot. considering na he greeted me on my day.. i even talked to him kanina...how coould i forget? haay i feel bad. i hope he goes online tomorrow...and ill greet him. i really feel bad. i did remember this morning...nung naalimpungatan ako...then i went back to sleep...tapos i forgot na. haaay nako. i really really feel bad.

mused dettie at 10:30 PM [+]
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all the waa ppl just vanished... i just found out from aaron, national brownout! how awful...well theres a good side...walang peste. kaso la din sina gela...

mused dettie at 9:42 PM [+]
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take a hint, so true i guess. psh! ill die soon...gawd. school tomorrow, ah heck its yet a half day so no worries i guess.

mused dettie at 9:19 PM [+]
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Fly me to the Moon. that's all I gotta say.

mused dettie at 7:38 PM [+]
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hmmm beeen to the park...boo!.. twas great fun...not. gee, i had to sit there..and be all stupid...hah!...aniwei...im watching sleepless in seatle again!.. heehee^^...so sweet...fate... FATE!!!

DESTINY!!!! ~~sigh**

mused dettie at 5:02 PM [+]
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rereading my past entries...i decided againt emailing bee again. the last time i emailed him...was ages ago.. i just feel bad...and i think if i feel bad...i might make him feel bad some how. so....well, the pic ...the lagrosa's pic, is on neo weaa. anihu...hahahhaa...imm not there. bleeh....this was the first time i saw brian mwehehehe... i wish i was there tho...seems like they had fun... aniwei... i did this poem and i posted it .. kaso nde pa yun mababsain like 2 months mwehehe...

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haaay....i feel...sad...alone...hmmm...gela's bday celeb yesterday...gee i wish i was there.... oh and they had the pic, tho, nde ko pa nakikita... gela dcc-ed it to me, kaso ayaw gumana ng dcc. carlo was singin' lol...heehee...he's gots a nice voice^^ and hanna sang too... lalalala...see the song i was singin? down under? lol..muahahaha... oh, i's plannin to tape the alexandra interview thingie...but n/m... i just remembered how hungry i am...ill go grab some grub....


Stay by: Lisa Loeb

You say I only hear what I want to.

You say I talk so all the time so.

And I thought what I felt was simple,

and I thought that I don't belong,

and now that I am leaving,

now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I mised you.

Yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to:

I don't listen hard,

I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running

or to anyone, anywhere,

I don't understand if you really care,

I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,

and this woman was singing my song: t

he lover's in love, and the other's run away,

the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was

dying since the day they were born.

Well, this is not that:

I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.

You try to tell me that I'm clever, but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,

and I thought that I was strong.

I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."

But now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.

You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let you go."

You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose.

And you say, "Stay."

And you say I only hear what I want to.

mused dettie at 9:07 PM [+]
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geesh...decent layout...--_--''
i neeed one. fast!

then again...i'd be too lazy to make up one just yet. i really need to figure out photoshop...--_--''

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sabaday. haaay...and its gela's bday celeb...i wish ive gone... haay nako...anywayz, since ive been working so hard on the social crap project, i think i deserve a break..but heck...oooh yeah...well, tomorrow, my mom decided well have to do a general house clean. gee. stories? nothing much really.. except i need to lear russian accent. the story of the romanovs intrigue me. do you think anna anderson is the real anastasia? i mean although they say the DNA samples didnt match, is it possible? she couldnt have learnt the little personal details obn anastasia, and alexi, and all the things that happened to them...thats really spooky. although i must admit that...the czar made awful choices. i guess... OMG im getting quuite political ... id rather quit my banters . so. as i said a few ago, i had my name done. i mean i had the meaning and all the crap...but i hated the constipation thingie...ooohhh...ill fix it...iits disgusts me to see my blog page na.... lol its gross! hehehe...well, i really need a decent layout.

mused dettie at 1:28 AM [+]
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... heeheehee.... oh presentate-ing time is on for the social crap. lol presentate aint a real word... heehee.. aniweis... wala lang...

mused dettie at 6:14 PM [+]
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wala na...

mused dettie at 10:41 PM [+]
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im listenin to..um the calling's could it be any harder....gee...i was talking with norkz..and now, im thinkin bout...when i fell inlove...and all that crap... i kinda feel weird...well anyway...norkz and i never did talk much before...pero we were fine i guess... he is pretty nice...and had so many interesting opinions... i cant wait for kaozkie's chptr 10...--_--'...her story is getting more twisted...hehehe im getting hooked in.... oh, well have a math test...i need to do my science lab write up pa pala...gee..im messed up..i dont know the proper way to write it na i forgot na....uh oh...oh hey... i just found my name at this kabalarians thingie heehee...ahahahaa...sooo i dunno weird......

mused dettie at 10:37 PM [+]
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>Haiii...lagrosa clan confuses me...heehee...anyway...hmmm...someone's mad at someone i just knew a bit...heheh...n/m...listenin to turning japanese...

mused dettie at 10:17 PM [+]
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yey....im happy and i thought it isnt working....gee...anyway....ill put up my name tomorrow...ok...uhm...lagrosa thingie...lol i posted it this morn...bat nde nag reg?...gara~~...basta...later na lng...tutulog na ko eh...hmmm lol...nakakatawa talaga...ok jason is my new friend not...

mused dettie at 11:12 PM [+]
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ang aga ko yatang matulog ngayon....its barely midnight...waii!! ate anne'll be happy....heey ate anne im crashin earlyy!!1...oh, ate anne i have to wake up earlier na....hmm....kasi i hafta catch my bus na, eh dati kasi i get up at 7, ngayon i have to get up at 6. so less sleep i guess..kahit na maaga nmn kasi akong nag ssettle in, pareho din. nakikipagtitigan ako sa ceiling fan. nauunahan pa ko ng sleep sa radioclock ko. hmmm...ok... im out.... hmmm...teka i need some coke...

mused dettie at 11:09 PM [+]
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hmmm...nada song.. stay by lisa loeb...anyway, i had a not so nice day, sides the fact that i well got to draw again!!!...i finished my art project, tho my new art sub teach hates me i think. well, hukeyrz? oh and i got the information tthat kevin[my partner for social] had, xept i lost them again...coz someone shut down the comp, and i hadn't saved anything... i hate tthis... anyway, i finally printed out the health thing. well finally.. i dont really care... atleast not anymore... hmmm...missing my bee...missing him so much. --_--'

mused dettie at 11:05 PM [+]
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ke aga aga....bwiset....sira pa yung blowdryer...for some reason ayawgumana....hmmmm bye i hafta catch my bus.

mused dettie at 6:30 AM [+]
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oooohhh my katha... did a new one.. anyway...im out. ill take a bus tomorrow...heeh^^

mused dettie at 11:49 PM [+]
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k...hmm...sunday...i gtg sleep really or ill die at school again...oohhh..i had some more info on alexandra proj...hah!...oh...hey hey...i have my spidergirl-mayday nick goin!!.yey!! ill get workin tomorrow...ah aniwei...ill visit my gramma at the hosp tom, and the boys were at the park this pm, and well, nothin done...sides chat and slouch...gee...i need to work my butt off i guess... but hey...i am lazy...still, the song dont rocks....well so i think....ah sheesh..i hafta sleep...

mused dettie at 2:23 AM [+]
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talk bout a neat song....don't by m2m..hehe..im listenin to it right now...on repeat..ahahahaa...aniwei, hmmm...still no sleep. well last nite...i mean this morning...i was on the pc, and i was surfin all these crap for social...then...i sort of...started p[ostin on the forums..ahahahaa...hmmm....i need a new layout...really do...

mused dettie at 9:49 PM [+]
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lets see, waaah...sabado na....hmmm.... bumabalik na nmn yung terrible feeling of loss....i really miss bee... i hope he calls...maybe he's too bc ....haay....gyaah...my fingers hurt...ive been practicing to play if i am by ninedays...and iris by the googoodolls. hmmm.... i learnt how to play the Cadd9 chord....and Bm7. tumalino! i miss bee... haaaay...hmm...stupid photoshop..i spent 2 hrs fiddling with it, i still cant get it to do what i want co i dunno how to work it...ah...ill write a new song tomorrow...i have the lyrics and ththe melody...i just dont know which notes and chords or wot not itll be till tomorrow...itll take me too long... anyway, i did my presentation on science today. and we had a test...i did bad..i didnt even know we were having a test... and...i started on my poster at 125 am, finishe at 2 23, took a quick shower, dried my har...and went to bed at 3... kaso...i was still trying to get drowsy, when my alarm clock went off, just when my eyes were starting to get droopy...ha~~y

mused dettie at 2:29 AM [+]
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...ok, currently listening to 'my alien by simple plan' hehheh...ani hu,, i just found out that my sketch book was stolen. dammit!!!!!....oooh and im re reading the spider man comics...geez i soo love parker...aite? lol..hehehehehe

mused dettie at 12:08 AM [+]
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hmmm...we had the student cionvention 2day. boring..i slept...ehehee...aniwei, i had a donut for lunch..and some chocomilk, and a chicken salad sandwich. yum...lol...ooooh...i decided to make a diff shouts page... hmmm....later i guess...francis [saging] is sooo paranoid, just coz he's ben dumped. not literally dumped, but still, it'll all go to there anyways...so...heck n/m

mused dettie at 7:26 PM [+]
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hmmm....ate lek's back...after bein out of WAA's view for a few...lol...'excitement' hehheh..lol..and i remembered the **raping story** lol...the major annoyance, abducted by aliens...raped by the eherm...i wont mention...lol..nakakatuwa...hahahhaaa.....ha~~y..nanay's ok...thank god!

mused dettie at 9:01 PM [+]
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my gramma's at the hosp.....were so worried...gosh... my dad picked me up at school, im like...omg!!....ah hell, anyway, i dunno wat to do, ...oh...i need the poster paper. damn! im soo gonna die!!!

mused dettie at 8:46 PM [+]
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ah nawala na...n/m...

mused dettie at 12:29 AM [+]
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...hehheh, did a crappy page. yun lng. wala na, anyway, i did my religion. so there. social and science na lng. i can finish my science soon. foo.

mused dettie at 12:17 AM [+]
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hehheh...been quite a few since the last i went over the forums...lol...pretty fun ..^^...anyway, slome loser freak ..was in the room...hehhehe..lol..wala lng. so at school a few ago, well, i left all my shtuff. corz i didnt do my science yet. its late and all, but hell. i dont have a frickin poster paper. sheesh...oooh...btw, the frickin snow...i hate it..its may. its frickin may. and theres frickin snow. i need a break from all these white stuff. really i do. aniwei, gela's eherm...ahahaha nemaynd...lol...naiinggit lng ako sa layout nya. i wish i learn how to frickin get the frickin photoshop to work...geez..im sooo stupid. i envy cool layouts...

mused dettie at 10:12 PM [+]
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**sigh**
nothing more left for me...
and i said i'd write something...but hell..i am not done my science project...ok? how messed up can i be?? science..my teach in science is seriously terrifyingly strict! ah hell..she is nice. but gawd..no HW to hand in...and its the frickin 4th term social..barely..i lost it!!!LA...didn't even start...i am definitely screwed!! sue me!! im such a screw up!!!

mused dettie at 11:13 PM [+]
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lets see....nothing left to say still...just the fact that i hate myself...for being not good enough....no sense on sentimenting on things i couldnt seem to control. why is myself so damn hard to reach?
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i wish i'd die... i miss bee, and i am so friggin messed..and my friggin pc is messed..damn the one who messed it up...damn me for being a messed up freak...

mused dettie at 11:09 PM [+]
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haaaay...--_--'

mused dettie at 10:35 PM [+]
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weheheheee...i am so ...uhg!!..nemaynd...damn my life...really!!!1...like really really really!!!!!...ha~~y tobey maguire has really pretty eyes... not that ud care anyway...--_--' dont read on...!!!...wala na nmn dina kong masasabi...my mind is down right empty.

mused dettie at 10:32 PM [+]
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napanood na pala ni gela yung atlantis...nyehehe...galing ng effect..pero wwalang mashadong story IMo...anyway, i own it..lol..wala lng...i was desperate for a reason to go out so i got the frickin movie...ah hell..lol...

mused dettie at 9:28 PM [+]
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c'mon. like how seriously disgusting my desktop is. fugg! someone messed it up... and unfortunately, i cant figure out what the fuggin hell they fuggin touched!! gawd... anyway, i still am not done my science, and it was sposed to be due today, but the frickin weather is frickin sooo bad...so i cant do it. woo!! i gots photoshop na...ye~~y!! deacs gave me the link last night. didnt work on my friggin story...hehheh..well, its getting more and more romantically sickening and i kinda thought i needed a break... gela's place got a renovation for yet another time...i like her new layout...--_--' [want one like that too!] ah hell, i cant even figure out how to fix my frickin desktop theme which has gone terribly disgusting btw...beacuse some one in this frickin house decided to take theier disgusting settings and apply it to everyone's....gruesome...like really!!...i am soo gonna kill em...hmmm...patty's bday!..lol..HAPPY BDAY!! i didnt go to school. wtf is wrong here? its may! and its been snowing since yesterday!gawd!...i need a break... and i am not even done my social thing yet. my LA, and social either...am i such an awful person i cant manage anything?...i am not done my religion too!! geez!!!!

mused dettie at 9:20 PM [+]
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haaay!!!..monday...nada stressful week...gawsh...is it worth all my agony? i hope so!!!

mused dettie at 11:52 PM [+]
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woo!...i finished half my social. and ill do science tom,and religion...uh oh...religion!!!!!

mused dettie at 11:49 PM [+]
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yey!! im done health!!

mused dettie at 9:24 PM [+]
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hmmm...ok i have tons of homework due this week. most of them due tomorrow.
ENGLISH: Last Will --What I'll Be in 10 years.

SCIENCE: Biology-Adaptation poster, and presentation thingie

HEALTH: Career Planning, Notes.

SOCIAL:Alexandria Romanov -Interview with a Rusian

EXTRA:Presentor's Speech for Student Convention, Art Poster, Community Service.
what a great night this will be. i'll cram all these junk all night.

mused dettie at 8:11 PM [+]
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hmmm...ok i have tons of homework due this week. most of them due tomorrow.
ENGLISH: Last Will --What I'll Be in 10 years.

SCIENCE: Biology-Adaptation poster, and presentation thingie

HEALTH: Career Planning, Notes.

SOCIAL:Alexandria Romanov -Interview with a Rusian

EXTRA:Presentor's Speech for Student Convention, Art Poster, Community Service.
what a great night this will be. i'll cram all these junk all night.

mused dettie at 8:10 PM [+]
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ehhh... nmn...kakaloko lng...hmmm...umaga na nmn....makahiga na nga...ayyy nakoooo

mused dettie at 3:29 AM [+]
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nyeta....mamatay na....ang mga baliw sa mundo..para mamatay na ko...waaah...sakit na ng ulo ko eh...gawsh...

mused dettie at 2:59 AM [+]
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...stunningly, i cant seem to sleep!... what the hell is so frickin stunning bout that? i always cant sleep..geez...for once..i want to sleep like a frickin normal person kid. errrrgh...--_--'

mused dettie at 2:39 AM [+]
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hmmm...my mom is pregnant!!! im havin another sister? nooo!! i wish i get a new baby bro. never had a bro...gawd..im kinda excited..and shtuff..well, my mom told me the other day, but im like wondering about in my own demented throughts...geez...ah well...wala lng ...umaga na nmn...

mused dettie at 2:30 AM [+]
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more empty space. wala akong ibang maisip...puso na lng sha..nakakainis na...nakakainis na talaga....

haay...

wala...

wala lng
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mused dettie at 1:56 AM [+]
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eh sa walang ibang laman ang utak ko eh. haaaa~~y

mused dettie at 1:32 AM [+]
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wait!!!...i forgot!!! i am supposed to kill myself with school work today!!1...all my crap are due monday...gawd...pathetic i am really...geez...and i wasted all my time on my weird story...lol gosh...damn...i am losing my mind really...wer is bee?!?!?!?!?!?1...i miss him sooo much..i think of him too much...geez

mused dettie at 1:28 AM [+]
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gawsh. i just ergh...i detest my life. well, anyway, no one cares so there. oh BTW, i just did something really stupid. oh not really me, but, hell, i hateeeee thiiis!!!!

mused dettie at 1:23 AM [+]
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..... wala lng...i was planning to...make one of them die...but then that'll ruin the romance...ah hell..who cares anyway

mused dettie at 10:24 PM [+]
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hehheh...i am so pathetic...well, i have to finish all my other HW's, nbut wat am i doing? id rather finish my crappy story...hahahaa...ah well...

mused dettie at 10:17 PM [+]
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just went to see the spidey movie...heehee...love tobey!!1....oh migawsh!!....waaaah....palitan natin na lng spelling tobee...lol....damn where is bee? i miss him soooo much....haaa~~y...im wasting all my time workin on one mushy mushy story to get my mind off bee. pathetic aint i? ...i know...sad but true.... ah well... anyway, i got this stupid email..lol. its survey thingie...lol..it was so annoying...lol...then it was sooo funny!!!...25 kids....ack!!

mused dettie at 10:11 PM [+]
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...hmmm...matulog na daw ako...sabi ni mommy...gara~~...haaaay...my mom is pregnant btw. i forgot. gaah~ anyway, im havin a nother sibling...im happy in a way......not so sure... im well..in betweem...ah well.

mused dettie at 12:40 AM [+]
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hmmm...sabado...sabado na... ironic... the song. yun lng. well, didnt see gela today...ah well..i really wish i could see spiderman tomorrow...ah well. its all good. anyway, kanina, honor roll luncheon.i was all by my frickin sellf. badtrip..naiinis ako. nakakinis...haaay...i wanted to call someone...gawd...miss bee. miss him sooo much.

mused dettie at 12:32 AM [+]
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well, i threw out mmy funny story. i switched to a really romantic and mushy one. i used names i like. lol..

mused dettie at 12:11 AM [+]
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TGIF! really...im so dead tired...i feel like im gonna drop...right here, right now.

mused dettie at 6:08 PM [+]
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ok fine, i totally lost my wits, gawsh...well, there's this one person..lol..and she just wont quit teasing me...lol im not annoyed. i just find it weird that she is teasing me about it. i just did a journal entry at school ...i just forgot to save it...on a disc or summat so i could add it here...ahwell. hmmm...i sooo miss bee. damn there's this one chatter and he had a newbie_bee nick...and i thought he was bee, damn.... hmmm.... been quite a while since i last listened to my alternative and rock mp3's. recently kasi ive been listeing to mushy mushy songs...lol... ok fine...stop my banter...i think id send him another email....nah...ill just fill it up with tons of mushy stuff...

mused dettie at 9:28 PM [+]
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hooo....missing him so much

mused dettie at 8:32 PM [+]
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thursday....this was the last hour i acctually talked to him, ...he said something about his salary, and his dad asking for a blow-out....so technically nde din kami nagkausap ng matino kasi he had to go early... 2 whole weeks ko nang nde nakakausap....gawsh........first month...one month na kami. officially..i miss him terribly...its stupid of me...and i hate it...but i miss him so bad...id want to call..kaso nmn, kung nasa kanila sha tatawag nmn siguro sha...i hate these junk mail thingies poppin out....i keep wishing it was a mail from bee....gara~~...haaaaaaaaaaay!!!......you were there.... wou are there....heaven knows!!!!...honestly...heaven knows...yun lng. i love u so much. really i do.. really really........sigh**...

mused dettie at 11:42 PM [+]
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